Before and now…hmm

I was looking at some photos and these popped up from my from when I was above 280 pounds. One shot with a fly on my leg, for ambience:

Things have sure changed:

So why do I feel so enormous? Hmm? When is that going to change? Ever? And do I even care? Sometimes I long for those days when I thought I was “OK” because now, I don’t. Which is stupid, I know. But sometimes I just want to say, “I quit. This is it. I’m done.”

It’s been a bad day and I hate the whole entire world.
Sigh.

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I love healthy living! I've been married for 35 years and have 2 grown children, one in Albuquerque, NM and one in Washington state. We are currently living in Washington for my husband's job---until he FINALLY retires, but our house is in Albuquerque.
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4 Responses to Before and now…hmm

  1. Lourdes says:

    My sister-in-law lost 80+ lbs about seven years ago. She and I were just talking this past weekend how it took her several years before she started to feel different. It took her a while for her mind to catch up with her body. She still feels that it is surreal to buy size 8 pants. Hang in there!

    • Wow, really? It’s so surprising what a “mind” change is required to hang in there with the weight loss. I truly think it’s more about the attitude and focus than it is about the food. Interesting!

  2. Jennifer says:

    I wonder if it has anything to do with all the focus that goes toward the actual weight LOSS that the mind does not take the time to process attitude changes?

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